Today to me was a minor holocaust.. I almost destroyed the world.  Days like these make you want to fall of the face of this earth, lord if that was feasible for me to do.  You know when somebody scrutinizes every single detail about you and somehow finds a way to turn it around on you? Yeah that's what happened to me today.  I almost feel like some relationships I have with people just continuously retrogress, like one step forward, two steps back kind of thing.  And the worst is when they try to act all impervious towards you, oh you know deep down inside they are MAD.  I would go into meticulous detail about what happened today that was literally to belligerent for me to comprehend, but I'd rather not because 1. No need to depress anybody and 2. The readers really would act tepid towards it.  I wish I had amicable friendships with people who I surround myself with, but every time there's a disagreement between another person and myself.. It jeopardizes our friendship.  And that my friends, sucks.